I keep trying to think of the positives (the vet’s concern more with after surgery that the surgery itself, this is one of the best facilities in the area, etc) but I am still worried.  I can’t help it.  I love my little Jaggy-bear so much.  I want him to be ok.  I feel like I’ve been holding my breath ever since Thursday.  I keep trying to do positive visualization.  I visualize the vet calling us and saying “the surgery went well, Jagger is in recovery and you can take him home later tonight”

I just keep playing that over and over in my head, whenever the negative thoughts try to creep in….
